I always wonder why i'll become extremely pessismistic over things that happened whenever i'm tired. This matter is seriously bothering me. Should i get a psychiatrist or counsellor cure this sickness ?!

Anyway, my life is getting better but still NOT VERY GOOD in a sense. I'm not even getting 60% of what i expect. :( sigh.
Seriously, i think i should just get use to this unfulfilled life when everything just go differently from the others. In terms of Relationship.

i just don't get it, sometimes.
still faithfully hope God will guide me to satisfaction. I won't give up till 100% is achieved.

consider this is a post about how i feel, none of you readers would understand, perhaps close ones will. haha
till then,

just hope one day,
i'll atleast be something in your mind