why must bad things happen to me ?!
why, blogger, i guess now you're the only one that i could lean on and share my feelings to.

when it falls apart, i had to get up on my own.
i've got to get use to the new life.
dry my tears and move on.

no matter, what. every little thing reminds me of you.
flash backs are hurtful.
someone please wake me up.
everytimes when bad things happen in my dreams, i get so relief after i woke up.
how i wish this is what's happening now.
i
can't
accept
the
fact
!

this is gonna be so hard for me. how i wish i had a time machine that could rewind time.
sigh, God, please guide me through the test now. i'm dying already. i broken.

wait is what i'm gonna do for now.
just see how long can i wait lor.

i love you.

broken, lost, confused.