heart ache once again, i really broke down today in school.
do you even think about me when you speak ? it really hurts me to core.
second needle pierced into my heart. really broken..

if under any circumstances he gets to read this, i just wanna apologise for what i did.
sorry, Brian teo. hope you get to see this. i wasn't even taking control of myself at that time, something else was.

anyone hate me for that, i've got nothing to say.
sigh

today's really a long day.
God, do i really deserve this ? i never thought that you will say those words and i can never imagine how you said it.

always forgetting the bad times and pretended like nothing had happen.
and it's my fault always no matter what happened.
maybe, the incident today was my fault again ?
then sorry.

tell my what's in your mind,
tell my the truth,
will you ?