i felt so much better after allowing myself to do what i'm not suppose to.
though yesterday was boring, but atleast i get to kick all problems aside and just enjoy.
it's disappointing to me, i bet many others also.

not matter what, or how. i wish, this would be the last time i'd do this.
i don't wanna feel that way, i don't want to do that.

thanks those who showed concern.
goodbye (: